Monday, February 26, 2007
IM BACK...! HAHAX...1st of all...sry ar....so long nvr update...cos i too busy le...busy shopping for new year de things and hanging out wif frien...haha...
nowadays i realise tat sth is wrong wif mi...i dunno how to say but im totally different from last time...the way i treat my gf...the way i treat my frien and the way i talk...TOTALLY DIFFERENT...i will get pissed of when ppl touch mi...NOT tat kind of TOUCH okie..touch my hand all tat...dunno why...i will get du lan bcos of small little things lyk when i playing game my mum talk to mi...lolx...weird rite? haix...SRY to my mum and biibii..i dun mean to throw temper on u two de...is just tat i cant control myself...haix...
i dunno whether getting into another r/s is a rite thing anot...she love mi a lot...the way she treat mi...i can tell....but................hai...i just cant give her the love tat she deserve...i just cant...im still trying...is not tat i dun love her...maybe is bcos of my past r/s tat makes mi lyk tat...she's trying veri hard to walk into my heart...she's a gd gf....my family lyks her a lot...and her mum allows her to be wif mi....she even ask mi to go for their family gathering...but i dun dare...i would lyk to go but sth in my heart stop mi....so i rejected it....biibii was so sad tat i din go...im sry...whenever i look into her eyes...i can feel tat she's tired.....she wanna give up on tis r/s....hai...i wont blame her...cos it's my fault...haix...im writing tis when she is in the bath room....so i have to end here...i dun wan her to noe tat i got update....haix....
baiix baiix.....
Going off - 21:40
Saturday, February 10, 2007
hmmm.......i alr decided wat im goin to do for my future le....GD or BAD.......? dunno leh...haix....
recieve cal from my dad tis afternoon...askin mi wat im i goin to do now....at 1st i say i wanna go ite study 1st dan go ns...but he say he think i go ns now better...dun drag so long...and he say a lot of things...like go ite waste time....go ns 1st better....become singaporean 1st better....blah blah blah...wth lo...in his mind he alr wan mi to go ns liao...so wat for still ask mi? rite? hai...so i decided to go ns lo...
after hanging the cal....i think...........think.........think........dan i realise tat goin ns 1st is gd for mi too...cos no matter how much i study next time oso no use...my career have alr been plan...the course i took will be useless next time...so wat for continue study? now i go ns for 2yr...come out le start my own business...start to earn money...all my frien still studyin in poly or ite...but i alr start to work le...some of u may think tat atleast must study and learn sth rite? but to mi...its all useless...to mi....study is just to meet new frien...enjoy my life...cos i alr noe few yrs ago tat my future have alr been plan...all i have to do is just faster finish my studies and go ns....after tat i will just follow wat they wan mi to do....mayb u think tat its gd wat...parents plan all for mi le....so i no need to scare been jobless next time....but...........hai..u will not understand how i feel....imagine u go ns at the age for 18...come out at the age of 20.......others are still studyin or enjoyin their teens life....and u alr need to start ur social life....SIAN RITE? hai....i think so much oso no use....totally USELESS....all i can do is just enjoy the days b4 i go in ns lo....hai....sad sad...all ppl goin poly and i will be alone at home rot...WHO CARES?! wth....im goin to change into another jie min which none of u noe...in ur mind im just a veri playful and childish guy? haha...almost all ppl say mi till lyk tat...but soon i think im goin to change...change to the jie min who are goin to be the boss of his own....the mature jie min which none of u will ever think of mi....haha....
kk la...no much time left...gaming time....next time not so free to play liao....haha...
baiix baiix...
Going off - 23:05
my new shoe...100% real 1 hor...dun play play...hahaz...but i dun think it looks nices...BiiBii say nices dan i buy lo...haha...shoe wear under my foot i oso cant see it...lolx...
Going off - 23:05
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
OMG LA....taking back result in few hours time..haha....how many F9 will i get??? 3? 4? lolx...die liao la....hahax....it seems to mi tat many ppl wanna noe how bad my result is sia...all ask mi msg them my result...lolx...if gd dan i msg u all la...if all F9 dan i wont tell u all liao..hahax..=P
so xin ku sia...kena sore throat...LC too much liao la..lolx...2 days liao still haven recover...xin ku sia...after takin result think goin to eat soeul garden wif them...THEM= i oso dunno who...lolx...hao say wanna can MANY MANY ppl sia...he siao liao la..say wan gathering lo...at 1st we onli say few close frien go tgt onli...now become GATHERING sia...ltr he sure call many many ppl de la..lolx...some more i cal tok...ltr they all gang tgt bully mi how? sad sia...lolx...
TO BiiBii : sry leh....leave u at shop wif my mum...haha...bo bian ma..i need to take result..haha...i noe u miss mi alot...but dun keep on smsin mi ma...i reply till tired liao leh...walau..haha...u bear wif mi for awhile..at nitex dan u can see mi liao...hahax...=P
tat zhi hao hor...veri pig wan leh...say meet 10 sth go 888 eat tgt....now still slping lo...wth...i dunno why i so stupid sia...go on alarm and woke up at abt 9...now he still enjoying his slp...wth...shall let him wait under my block ltr...haha....=P
i think i slim down a bit liao leh..cos when i wear my sch pants just now hor..its lyk the pants become bigger liao lo...but it cant be rite..so sure is i slim down liao..hahah..!!!! wanna noe how i diet??? i shall share wif u all...my secret is....................GO TO MY MUM DE SHOP EVERYDAY..!!! lol....cos go there veri sian...nth to do....some more MUZ SHARE FOOD WIF MY MUM LEH...!!! 2 ppl share 1 meal..u noe the won ton noodle rite...alr veri little liao lo...still need to share wif my mum...wtf...everyday eat abit onli...sure slim down wan la...haha...but till now i think onli 2,3kg onli...haha..but better dan nth la...lolx....
throat veri pain sia...still needa cal tat shorty hao to wake up..lolx...goin off liao...oh ya...almost forgot..
TO jl : I POST STH LIAO OKIE! wth...u think i always so free lyk u ar...sian cha bo onli...lolx...
baiix baiix...=D
Going off - 23:11
SRY...NO TIME AND DUNNO WAT TO BLOG OSO...LOLX..MAYBE WEEKENDS DAN BLOG PROPERLY...
OFF TO BED...
NITEX NITEX...
Going off - 23:11
